In my vision after all the disappointments and triumphs that I have been through.. its how you lived your life may it be short or long.. but what does a person conceder a good life.. what does a person when you close your eyes forever what would be the last thought the last memory the last vision you see go though your mind before there is that forever moment of silence.. before you are not of this earth no more..
Is it what you thought it was important ? did you live the way you defined a happy life or did you live it as how other people define it?.. what you were suppose to do suppose to live... was your life defined by others or did you really make it your own..
Were you loved or were you hated?.. is how you were remembered important is it really the legacy that you leave behind? does it mean that way you have lived on?
Questions that no one will know till you see that last vision go through your eyes..
If you only had a few months to live do you think your opinion about what important in life changes? would you really see your triumphs as triumphs or your failures as failures or would you think that all that was silly to waist your precious life on? did you live your life selfishly stepping on people all the way telling your self that your life is the only thing that matters or if you gave love to others and you will missed because you loved and was loved is at the end was what really did matter?
To me living life going through its motions answering my animalistic needs isn't what life was all about... I dont think that the last vision would be what you roboticly did, eat, drink, sleep, had sex, worked... it wouldn't be the things you done going through the motions.. it would be the feelings that made you happy the faces of the people you will miss and who will miss you.. the love that you have given and the love that you have received.. it would not be of the person you just slept with or ate with or had a drink with.. it would be of the people who you loved and loved you.. that is the real essence of the life you lived that is what you leave behind and what you will take with you even in your silence...
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Very very touchy Lilliy..
Grandma lived her life according to her own terms breaking all societies rules; but she was happy and content; confident and independent; and above all full of love for people and full of passion for life.. she was free..
You give love; you get love in return.. and yes life is too short to waste in materialism.. and life is too precious not to enjoy every moment of love that it gives and recieves..
May you lead a happy and a joyfull life ever after..
ohh..when I wrote about this I didn't know you just had lost your lovely Grandmother.. IYM I am so sorry for your lost... but when ever I hear about a friend loosing a a loved one it always makes me think about this.. I always wonder how they lived their life.. from what I heard from you and from the love you had for your Granny I know she had made a big difference in your life.. the lost is always to the people they leave behind they are the ones that miss them.. I know its hard for you and you will miss her.. I know.. but her passion will live on and it has been passed on already in you.. she will always be alive because of the love that she left behind in everybody's life she touched..
My hugs to you...
Thank you love ..
I know she's in a better place right now and that's what really matters..
We always clinge to our selfishness of wanting to keep our loved ones around us in our physical form.. narrow vision is what we have.. spirit is beyond our comprehension.. but this is life I guess..
Thanks again for your lovely words :)
*hands out tissues to the girls*
LOL.... I know... we are chicks what do you expect think like guys? :) then the whole world would be this dry ugly place if it wasn't for us.. :P
LOL Lilliy, are you walking around with a wip-lash !!
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